Dean Winchester Big Bang

Masquerade Round 7 Master List

2020-11-22T23:59:48Z

I feel like I should say some things, about things. Give me time, friends. I'll work it out in fic eventually. For now, have some smut. :D Everything here is explicit, established Wincest, bottom Sam.

Softly, as a morning sunrise - 1.6k
dirty talk, praise kink

Sasquatch and Dimestore Glasses - 3.4k
a two-part fill: bamf!Sam and smart!Dean

Meditation on Abnormal Life - 2.6k
sexy times in the Bunker gym

Big love to the mods of spn_masquerade! I'm so grateful for this challenge and just thrilled I got to play. &hearts;

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Ficlet: Mouthwatering

2020-09-11T20:25:35Z

Pairing: Wincest
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~1k
Tags: consensual somnophilia, blow jobs, facials, fingering, come as lube

Summary: Dean Winchester’s Sexual Bucket List, Item One: Wake up to a blow job.

On AO3

Note: Love beyond measure to swan_song21 (nisaki_chan), who believed in this when it was pages of crazy.

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Ficlet: Catharsis

2020-08-27T19:25:21Z

Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~1.5k
Tags: pwp, established wincest, manhandling, blow jobs, nipple play, barebacking

Summary: They got the monster but they lost a vic. Sam saw something he doesn’t want to talk about, so all Dean knows is this: push Sam, let Sam push, push back.

On AO3

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Ficlet: Patriots

2020-07-04T19:13:54Z

Pairing: Wincest
Rating: E
Word Count: <2.5k
Tags: first time in a long time, porn with feelings, Fourth of July, S15, referenced past underage, frottage, wincest anniversary

Summary:

Sam huffed. “Dude, what are we even doing out here?”

“Taking the night off! You know, fun! Remember fun?”

(or, Sam and Dean celebrate on the Fourth of July.)

On AO3

Note: Love forever and always to swan_song21 (a.k.a. nisaki-chan). You are my rock and inspiration! ♥

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Ficlet: Prizefight

2020-06-19T16:41:32Z

Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~1.8k
Tags: established wincest, pwp, deleted scene, 2x15 Tall Tales, fistfight, rough sex, biting, hair-pulling, light bondage, light spanking, fingering, barebacking, dirty talk

Summary: They didn’t tell Bobby everything that happened since they got to town.
or…
One dirty deleted scene from “Tall Tales” (2x15).

On AO3

Note: Love forever to Nisaki, who encourages my favorite impulses. ♥‿♥

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Ficlet: Stealth Run

2020-03-27T17:08:21Z

Pairing: Wincest
Rating: E
Word Count: ~1.3k
Tags: 13x22 "Exodus" coda, Dean pervs on Sam, sexual fantasy, with follow-through, rimming, spit for lube, fingering, anal sex, bottom Sam, sneaky sex, discovery risk, exhibitionist fantasty, referenced past underage, mild breathplay, barebacking

Summary: War room’s full of refugees—Mom’s people, drinking to their harrowing escape—otherwise, Dean’d stroll over there and shove Sam face-down on that console.

On AO3

Note: For nisaki-chan, on a rainy night, because reasons. Thank you to samshinechester, for tidying this mess. Love and fortune to you both!

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Ficlet: See-through | with Nisaki

2020-03-12T19:14:52Z

Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: E
Word Count: ~2.2k
Tags: recently established wincest, Sam in stockings, shaving, self-prep, insecure Sam, angst, body worship, praise kink, breathplay, the slow painful transition to monogamy, post-episode 01x13 “Route 666”

Summary: Sam’s desperate and dumb, but he has to get his brother’s attention. He has to find out for sure if he can ever be enough.

On AO3

Note from LL: It’s a singular pleasure to carry a concept from kinky image to smutty romance. To do so with a treasured friend, in celebration... I don't have the words. Thank you to infinity to co-author Nisaki (a.k.a. nisaki-chan), for this, for everything. You are my whole heart! ♥

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Three New Ficlets

2020-01-13T15:32:22Z

It was my pleasure and privilege to jump in as a pinch-hitter during 12 Days of Wincestmas! I played substitute Santa for ilovejared, who is a lovely person with a lovely blog! Masterlist with links to the originals is here, or you can click the titles to read them on AO3.

Title: For Keeps
Rating: E
Word Count: ~2k
Tags: 10x03 "Soul Survivor" coda, Mark of Cain, bondage, top!Sam

Title: Longnecks
Rating: soft M
Word Count: ~300
Tags: flirtation, foreplay, Bunker domestic, implied Impala sex

Title: Gifted
Rating: hard M
Word Count: ~800
Tags: Christmas fluff, romance, Bunker domestic, top!Dean

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Fic: The Snap

2019-02-28T18:33:41Z

a birthday gift for nisaki-chan!

Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 4.3k
Tags: Season 14, angst, temporary character death(?), angelic possession, established Wincest, canon divergent, Post-14x11 “Damaged Goods”, Cage memories, marking, shower sex, rimming, barebacking, Dean’s birthday, pie

Summary:

“You can let me do this alone,” Dean said, “or you can help me.”
Sam never stood a chance.

Read on AO3

Notes: Happy birthday, beloved! I know I'm inexcusably late, and what's worse is I know you'll forgive me. I don't deserve you. Thank you for your light, your extraordinary words and artworks, all your kindness. So many happy returns! ♥

To crowroad, love and thanks forever.

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Whoa, I'm to NaPo already?

2019-02-23T15:40:11Z

spn_napowrimo posted: Signups Open!

at spn_napowrimo

shared using this dope reblogger

1. You should toooootally join us! All fanworks are welcome, and we're super laid back about... honestly everything. Poets, man.

2. I have a Wincest fic almost ready to drop. More Michael possession, because I'm fixated I guess.

3. If you passed by Fancy, I hope you'll give it a shot. Yeah, it's Dean/Ketch, and yeah, there's some unusual kink choices. I'm really proud of it though. Case fic plus hostile attraction between these two was a joy. And HEY! Something like, TWO YEARS AGO y'all talked to me about Sam and his thoughts about Hogwarts houses. <i>This was that fic!!</i> (And, yeah. That means I've brooded on this thing for that long.) Also, I am IN LOVE with blindswandive's artwork, which you can squee over here.

4. Speaking of deanwbigbang, we have so much great stuff this year. Gen, Rare pairs, Wincest, Destiel, assorted AU's, kinks, cases... literally something for everyone.

5. And speaking of fic recs, I fucked up and didn't write down my salt_burn_porn faves. I will say I found something great in everything I read. Here's the masterlist!

And I'm spent. 🙃

♥~ll

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Dean Winchester Big Bang: “Fancy” (Dean/Ketch, Explicit)

2019-02-10T23:11:21Z

written for deanwbigbang

Rating: Explicit
Pairing: Dean Winchester/Arthur Ketch
Length: ~7k
Warnings/Tags: Case fic, D/s, heavy kinks with a light touch, canon-level violence

Summary: Post-12x15, “Somewhere Between Heaven and Hell,” Dean and Ketch blow off a British Men of Letters social event to hunt a suspected coven. Tension, banter, hijinks, mayhem. Time to cross hate sex off the old bucket list.

blindswandive, you are a gift. These men... You chose a moment of stillness between them and packed it full of spark and light, tug-of-war, potential energy. Scintillating. And I’m so grateful for your conversation, your enthusiasm. Not to mention your patience when I have failed at smoothness (allthetime). Love and thanks to crowroad3 and Nisaki. I’m out of words. Your friendship lifts me up.

Link to Fic: on AO3
Link to Art: on LJ

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Heeheeeeeeeee

2019-02-01T14:26:37Z

Signups open!

at spn_napowrimo

doooooo ittttttttt! (we are super chill, i swear)

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Ficlet: Cinders

2019-01-27T03:00:39Z

Title: Cinders
Author: laughablelament
Pairing(s): Dean/Sam
Word Count: ~1k
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Brief suicidal thought

Summary: Dad’s gone, Sam’s a mess, and it’s all Dean’s fault.
(Bonus scene for 2x02 "Everybody Loves a Clown." Post-funeral comfort sex.)

On AO3

Written for salt_burn_porn, and kelleigh's prompt: in my dark times

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It's not exactly reblogging, but...

2019-01-25T16:34:22Z

Holy shit!

This gem lets you quote and re-post from DW blogs!

astolat posted: SignalBoost bookmarklet

Okay, here is the little bookmarklet -- it's pretty limited, but it serves my own laziness, so I share it FWIW and if anyone has the time and wants to upgrade it, go for it and drop me a comment and I'll (ha ha) signal boost any new versions!

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Poem: Exorcism

2019-01-24T14:31:11Z

Late but loving birthday hugs to the radiant milly_gal! ♥ (Sharing with Dean, that's not so bad?) Here's wishing you the very best of everything! xoxo

Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: E
Word Count: ~250
Tags: poem, remix, rough sex, reunion sex, discovery risk, spit for lube, established wincest, season 13, possessive Dean, protective Dean

Summary: Remixed/extended scene from 13x22 “Exodus.” Back-from-the-dead smut.

On AO3

PS: spn_napowrimo signups start in one week!

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How's about a shameless self-promotion?

2019-01-19T18:07:22Z

Big month coming up for the challenges I admin. I am excited, if it's not too tacky to admit. ^_^

Okay, on February 1, signups open for spn_napowrimo. Yes, it's a poetry challenge (nominally). You should do it!

You: But I am not a poet?

Me: Don't care. Feast your mind on some goofy not-poem shit I've dumped over there. (Also some smut.)

You haven't heard the last of me on this!

Then, on February 8, posting starts for deanwbigbang. I love this challenge because it turns up a cool mix. Gen fic, all ships great and small, creative cases, AU's... and y'all. The art. (This fandom is just stupid talented.)

I'll be dropping a kinky rare pair this round. Dean/Ketch. Ehh? *waggles eyebrows* Blessed beyond words to be working with blindswandive, whose art, I kid you not, was HOT AF as a bare sketch. I might actually burst into flames when I see it finished. 🔥🔥🔥

Y'all feel free to join/follow!
spn_napowrimo
deanwbigbang
deanwbigbang

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A Fic Wish List, perhaps?

2019-01-05T00:51:48Z

I dunno about y'all, but I'm kicking around my writing plans for 2019. And I got to thinking, we did something like this on LJ... been a couple of years ago now. And I thought it generated awesome fic!

Such as, "That is not the man she knows," wherein the celestial milly_gal wrote naughty Donna for me!
And, "Absent," exquisite Sam/Jess heartbreaker from z_publicizes.

So. Since nothing inspires me more than family...

Fanfic Wish List Meme

List up to 10 pairings/prompts that you have been dying to read. Maybe it's a really rare pairing, or something you've seen or requested on a meme or exchange. Maybe you just thought of something this second. That's okay too!

When you see this posted on your friends' journals, do one of the following:
- Write it.
- Link to one that's already been written, whether by you or someone else.
- Talk about if you are also interested in this type of fic/think this pairing would be fun.
- Nothing - it's just a wish list! It's a conversation-starter and just for fun.
There are no length or rating limits, and prompts may be duplicated. It's a good idea to be specific in your prompts, particularly in reference to squicks or other obstacles to your full enjoyment and appreciation.

There is no deadline for this, and you are welcome to make a new post starting over at any time. You can even fill your own prompts if you want.

TO REITERATE: this is not a "request" list but a "wish" list. If anything inspires you and you want to write or rec something, I'll be super happy! But I'm not trying to fish for someone to write my dream fic here; it's all for fun.

And, rather than tag five people, I'm inviting anyone who reads this to share your own prompts. ^_^

( Star light, star bright... )

Happy wishing!
♥~ll

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2018 Fic Roundup

2018-12-31T22:42:39Z

Happy New Year!

Under the cut, a master list of laughable fic for 2018.

Word count: 58,339

Which I thought must be a record, but holy shit. Almost 79k back in 2015. Also, I have dropped the genfic ball HARD this year. *taps chin*

( To the fic! )

As ever, maximum love to crowroad, who did beta on basically all of this! Writing partner nisak, all the inspiration, conversation, and omg ART. Two-time Reverse Bang muse amberdreams. And, to everybody reading this. Thanks and blessings to all of you!

♥~ll

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Whatever shape your celebration

2018-12-27T00:11:17Z

Happy-happy, everyone!!!

Got some blog recs here. You should check out...

alyndra, my DW guru (*waves hey* In case you didn’t know? ^_^)

aeren and vanja have incredible fic collections.

Annnd here's some Wincest I've loved from the Christmas exchange...

(please remember, I'm a switcher so mind the tags!)

Spice Up Your Life by cherryvanilla
Fun five-plus-one that is funny, sweet, and gloriously steamy.

Confusing Reality with Porn by NaughtyPastryChef
Pool hall, banter, bossy Sam... YES.

The Last Mountain by kelleigh
Kinda curtainy, future-ish, wonderful.

What Kind of Man (Loves Like You) by chickcheney
Classic sort of fic, wherein Dean foolishly thinks he'll top.

I dunno what I'd do without y'all. Peace and blessings to you in 2019!
♥~ll

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Christmas Fic: The Star

2018-12-24T18:50:01Z

Love and cheer to shifty_gardener! I had so much fun with your prompts and likes! (Puns? Do not encourage me. ^_^)

♥♥♥ May all your days be merry! ♥♥♥

Pairings: Charlie & Dean, Charlie/OFC, past Charlie/Bela, fake Bela/Jo, background Dean/Bela (canon-level)
Characters Charlie, Dean, Sam, Bela, Jo, Castiel, Kevin, Crowley, Sarah Blake, OFC
Words: ~5.6k
Rating: Teen
Tags: AU – a galaxy far far away, caper, friendship, hostile sexual tension, sci-fi violence, sci-fi swearing, girls kissing, girls with guns, implied prostitution, jokes

Summary:
Captain Charlie Bradbury flies and half owns the cargo ram, Gremlin. Occupational hazards include: shady mechanics, trigger-happy hunters—oh, and a cat-burglar ex-girlfriend, who owns the other half.

It’s… less than ideal.

So, when Dean Winchester shows up, pitching a crazy scheme…

Read on AO3

Notes:
Infinite thanks to sister crowroad, slayer of nonsense. And as ever, here's to the spn_j2_xmas challenge mods! Y’all do amazing work.

Blessings to everyone in the new year!
( Inspired by... )

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Brothers Spoken Here

2018-12-14T17:58:30Z

A Smut-peddler's Fandom Values

Responsible, consenting adults only. If you're a minor, you told a lie when you clicked through to this page. That's not on me, and you should leave.

Be kind. To each other, to yourself. Drop a "+1" comment today. Block, blacklist and back-button with extreme prejudice.

The Vegas Imperative: What happens in fandom, stays in fandom.

YKINMK and that's okay.

It's just jokes. I own nothing, I earn nothing—other than the joy of imagining pretty men doing dirty things.

( House Rules )

Fic Master Post (coming soon) || All About Me

Y'all come back now!
♥~ll

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I've been kicked out of way better bars than this

2018-12-13T17:09:26Z

I'm not all that pissed about Tumblr's porn purge. Probably because, anger demands a sense of betrayal, and this shit is allllll too predictable.

"But, you're a fic writer, Laughable," some child of summer says. "None of this affects you."

FALSE.

( Read more... )

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intro post!

2018-12-11T23:41:50Z

Since we're all on whirlwind following sprees, right? h/t wetsammy and whiskeyanddenial

Name: Em
Age: 42
Pronouns: she/they
Role: poet and smut peddler
Current Fandom: SUPERNATURAL BABY!!
Favorite Characters: Dean girl loves her Sammy.
Ships: Ohhh well this is a list.
- SPN Ships
  - Sam/Dean, forever and ever.
  - Sam/Jody and Dean/Donna; collectively: Outlaws/Sheriffs
  - Baneschesters, the happy four-way that burned out too soon
  - Dean/Benny, Dean/Ketch, Demon!Dean/Crowley
  - Sam/Max, platonic Sassy, lowkey Sam/Jess
  - Billie/Charlie, burning up the afterlife
  - Megstiel
- Non-spn ships:
  - I don't even like superhero movies but Stucky and Thorki destroy me.
  - Assorted old-timey het: Worf/Troi, Mulder/Scully, Starbuck/Apollo, MISTER STEELE/MISS HOLT! haha
  - Would you believe, Gladiolus/Notctis from FFXV? I swear to god you guys it's a Wincest AU. Also, AO3 has zero fic with that relationship tag, so...
  - Wrestling: HHH/HBK, Braullins, Ricochet/everyone ^_^
Fandom History:
- First-ever introduction to fandom: I mean, my mom is responsible for Star Trek TOS and Remington Steele. (Back then, you'd sign up for a fan club. Send a few bucks with a self-addressed, stamped, business-sized envelope, and wait for a folded-up tabloid-sized four-page newsletter. Good times.)
- Other fandoms I've lurked in: Star Trek TNG, X-Files, BSG2k3, Doctor Who... I'm a serial-monogamist fan, apparently.
- How I got into my current fandom: Netflix got to bugging me about Supernatural, which I had postponed/avoided for various (silly, in retrospect) reasons. I binged Seasons 1-9 in the summer of '14. Twice. Dean Winchester... got to me. (Jared and #AKF get a lot of credit too. These men are treasures.)
Other fandom platforms:
- AO3: LaughableLament (fic, obvi - look at my bookmarks for my recs)
- Spotify: laughablelament (mostly my writing playlists)
- YouTube: laughablelament (mostly music, some found fanvids)
- Swarmr: laughablelament (baaaaaaasic, but I've had some fun there)
- LJ: laughablelament (mirrors this site)

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Wincest + J2 Friending Meme | Welcome Friends!

2018-12-08T20:44:51Z

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Flash Fic: "Showmen's Rest"

2017-10-23T03:29:45Z

Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: ~1k
Tags: Established Wincest, S11, coulrophobia, Dean’s One Job, bottom Sam, barebacking, comfort sex

Summary: Sam really, really hates Halloween. Dean might change all that.

On AO3

Note: Thanks to my Tumblr anon! You’re an inspiration and a peach.

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